OUCH.
last night, she asked why my communication with him is so broken down. did church teach me that.i was stumbled by her questions. stumbled by myself. and i just laughed it off, "where got..."
on the way home from southern ridges, i called home for a favour from her. she passed the phone over to him. and i asked the same favour. he replied, "you where big!" i lost my cool and hung up after a nvm, bye.
i felt so wrong, so bad, so sad. i know by hanging up not only i'm hurting myself, i'm hurting the bridge and most importantly, him.
on the way to meet hh, i started asking Him why did He put us in families.
"see yourself when you're in your family, and grow. remember, honour your father and mother."
so many things i know i shouldn't have done (esp after the love buster thing) so many more things i know i should have done. perhaps i'm so pampered, i gave up after the first few attempts.
help me
help me break the barrier
i pray
posted by Judith Toh Rui Xuan @ 6:17 PM
2 Comments:
every family got a hard-to-read book.
all the best!
huimin
Yepyepz... He loves you A LOT.. And sometimes i tink u're a little pampered oso.. But juz a little.. =p Honestly, got to admit I'm guilty of doing things that damage the bridge sometimes oso.. =xx
Hmmmm... Actually, Why not apologise? Lyk talk to him on ur way to school someday? =p
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