The One

i only want Your yoke

"Come to Me all you who labor and are heavy-laden, and I will give you rest."


Watched the video of the interview Pst Kong had with New Life Church, an awesome church, growing church, made up of more than 1750 burning flames. I just reflected, why am i still here, why am i still seeking God, why am i still in CHC? The beauty still small voice i love, the never ceasing, inconditional love He gave, the wonders upon wonders He has done in my life, the directions He gave, the amazing confidence He ignites.


Beauty unfolds
Joy overflow


What a waste, to light up the most valuable and well designed lamp and hide it under the table. Ideas and ideas until they become tangible, ideas become solutions. I want the creativity and ideas, and not to forget, the boldness and determination to bring them to past. Be it in church, in school or at home.





CSL has indeed gone under Interact Club as of the 4th CSL, 2009.


I was broken when i first heard the news, no one to share it with except for Friend and the ever CSL buddy, Sheryl.


Days later I thought I had convinced myself of the pros and went forth the combined meeting with a splitting headache after awful PC. I thought it was great working with Louise and HanLyn.


Days later I realize I have difficulty taking ownership over the new Interact Club, ushering in the new batch of CSL, no Interacters-cum-CSL.


Now, I am trying to move on and work with the rest in preparing for the recruits, working in my usual secluded way. But then pop this guy, whom i dont even know from where he is coming from, giving a significant portion of his life to CSL.



I dont doubt his abilities and commitment;

I just cannot make myself work with someone or work for someone whom i have no relationship with.





Stop this crap. I love Fridays and Saturdays

posted by Judith Toh Rui Xuan @ 12:41 AM