The One

steps into the house and she shoots the question, "ni zhi dao shen me jiao guo fen ma? gao su wo ni zhi dao shen me jiao guo fen ma?"
puts a smile on the face and keeps the shoes and gets her clothes to bathe.
and she shouts again, "wo bu guan le. yi hou ni peng you yao lai gen ta men shuo bu yong le. ni qu zhao ni de peng you, you ni de jiao tang ni de ye su jiu gou le. bie ren bi jiao zhong yao. suan le lor." and she continues joking with da jie, wrapping pork floss popiah.


for the first time she used HIS name.
for the umpteen time, i hate 'guo fen'.
for the 'i dunno how many' times, my heart broke.


when the picture of the family becomes perfect,
when the dependence on her increases,
when the love for her grows,
words can mean so much more than anything.


ouch.




whether you know it or not
whether you care or not
i wrote on the postcard during the orientation camp
xie xie ni wo ai ni







my first love forever You will be
my first breath You're the life in me
MY FIRST JOY the world can never take from me
my covenant with You, YeSu

posted by Judith Toh Rui Xuan @ 10:35 PM